Future?

Gosh, Bill has been getting on my nerves lately! Maybe it's the weather or the loss of our baby, I'm not sure...sometimes I wonder if we should even still be dating! But then he smiles at me and my knees melt...I'm just so moody lately...oh #$*@ could I be pregnant again! I better not be!!! Agh!!! I gotta get a test now!!!

EDIT: Whew, no baby in the belly this time.

Laid Off!!!

I've been laid off!!! Can you believe that! I finally find a job working at the Tourist Center and now I'm jobless! Gosh! I've been replaced by a machine, so now I'm looking for more work...perhaps the Peacock...I could be a server...

Glowing Knowledge

Our children almost seem to glow with thier knowledge. Both are mastering simlish and I've started teaching Myra the Urdish language (Jadhira's ancestor's native tongue). I want my little girl to be able to talk with most of simnation, so we're surrounding them with multi-lingual toys and videos...even if Jadhira and I can't understand them, I want our children to be able to speak lots of languages and to ace the skill exams...so we're starting early. Hey, the extra scholarship money will come in handy and maybe, just maybe they'll enter FENSA one simday.

Beach Day

With the opening of Apple Valley Metro, I took the family to the beach. It was too cold to swim and Susie and Harvis are not allowed near the water anyway, but we walked about and built sandcastles.

Faith lost her baby, but Nicole and I have still been keeping a close eye on her. We know that she's been sneaking out and we alerted Tobi Sweeny of such, but there's only so much you can do as a parent...sometimes they must make thier own mistakes.

I have a surprise

I'm pregnant! Finally! I got the call from the clinic, but since it's Christmas Eve, I think I'll surprise Tobi and tell him on Christmas Day! Finally pregnant! Once I start showing, we'll be able to ind out if we're having a boy or a girl! I'm so excited!

Death..Again

Mother died. Thankfully Ray was able to see her before she died...now I am alone in this world...no parents to guide me. I have found myself at the shop a little longer than neccessary and Li Sweeny offered a few words of encouragement. It meant a lot...I know she and her husband are struggling for a baby and yet they seem so optimistic.

Does Everyone Know?

We attended church and these two old ladies had the nerve to talk about teenage sex and consequences in front of me. As if I wasn't there. It seems like Faith and I are the hot topic even though she had a miscarriage. I guess they may not have been talking about us, since they did reference an article in the paper, but still...it seems like all the adults are watching the two of us closely, as if we would woohoo in the bushes!