My Life is Basically

over. I contacted Patricia and she didn't respond, probably doesn't feel anything for me anymore. She started a production company and is working on a soap opera-I wish her luck...hmmm, maybe I could audition for a part-I can't act, but maybe I'll see her again! I could move to her hood! See her everyday!

Gone!!!

Selita left me-she gave me divorce papers and said she's moving to Simborough to be housekeeper for some celebrity! She doesn't even like to clean house! What to do now? Part of me wants to leave Astute and find Selita and bring her home-another part wants to find Patricia and bring her home-another part just wants to...party?

Hard Times

Times are getting a little hard, I've even start salvaging items from the trash to sell. The hood isn't set up for me, I wish I could move and settle elsewhere...but where? Where would I go?

Patricia is gone, her husband took the family to Harper's Cove. Sent me a nasty message "ha! leave me wife alone!" Grrr...Patricia and I have true love, does he think that he can stop that?

Selita is upset. I think she knows of my feelings for Patricia, but I don't care. Only my son makes me happy now.

Little Baby Boy

We had a baby boy-named Astute. Cute kid. Clark and his wife still haven't had thier baby yet-at least they know it's only one kiddo, I was wondering at one point how many Selita had in her tummy. I wonder how Patricia is doing...

Trying

I'm trying to stay focused on Selita, but it's hard. I miss Patricia very much. She is supposed to return this June. I wonder if she thinks of me? I think of her often, every simday. I try to kiss Selita and I see Patricia. I look at Selita's tummy and imagine my child-our child growing there, but I want it to be Patricia. If only we could run away from all this.

Family Enlarging

Selita is preggie. She's not showing yet, but the test was positive. Preggy. I am going to be a father. I called Clark to tell him the good news and he tells me that Elda is preggy too! Ha! Guess us twins are having babies at the same time! I wonder if we will have twins! Mother is excited, she is going to be a grandmother. I wish grandmother and grandfather could have seen thier little great-grand kiddies. The funeral will be simFriday. We will have to take the day off to attend the funeral. Mother said it will be small according to thier wishes and then a public viewing will be later at the gravesite.

Her Eyes...

Her eyes haunt me.

I still desire her.

We shared illicit kisses and forbidden touches.

Can't be good.

Why does it feel so good?