Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Happy, 2011

Patar, summer, 2011
Optional Soundtrack: Happy-Leona Lewis

Lainey looked in disgust as Verde grabbed her hand.

"No! I won't marry you!"

She heard S'Ahmisa crying in the background and she shot the woman an evil look.

"Look this way, Lainey!" The photographer said bringing her back to the present.

It was her wedding day and she would soon be Mrs. Herendez in a few hours.

The day was finally here and she would be taking that step.

She knew that other women wouldn't be here, they wouldn't have chose to wear the white dress

smiling next to the woman that they knew their fiance was in love with.

But she had made that choice, she couldn't have it all. She had to make the choice of what she was willing to accept and live with and what she was willing to lose and give up.

This was the choice she was making, she wanted to be happy, like all others did.

Her happiness however came with a price. It threatened to hurt her, to leave her in so much pain, to break her down, but she was trying...trying to be happy, trying to walk the path before her.

But she couldn't help but wonder if it was enough. She wouldn't be a victim in the eventual carnage of emotions. She knew exactly what she was agreeing to.

She just hoped that it would be enough,

enough to make her happy.

Part two coming in a few days


  1. Ugh, leave us hanging there? You do know you're evil right? lol I want to know what Verde sid or did t make Lainey react in that fashion! And she still married him! I can't wait to find out.

  2. I'm really looking forward to seeing whether Lainey goes through with this. It sounds like she's having some serious doubts about it and who could blame her? I mean, imagining leaving your fiance at the altar? That would be a red flag for most and it seems like more than cold feet to me.

    Can't wait for part 2.

  3. Riverdale, Lainey is having some major second thoughts, but in a few days you'll see if she indeed becomes a Mrs or not :) thanks for reading.

    Carla, I think Lainey is evaluating if marriage to Verde and dealing with his love for S'Ahmisa truly enough to keep her happy and satisfied.

  4. My goodness, my stomach dropped reading the first few lines. I can't believe that it ended this way. This will definitely be an interesting wedding to say the least.

    I've already got so many questions but I'll save it for part 2.

  5. Choco, ask away, questions are always welcomed, thanks for reading :)

  6. I'm not sure marrying Verde will be enough to keep Lainey happy, if she's having thoughts like that. I know if I wasn't absolutely sure I was making the right move, I wouldn't have let it get near enough to the altar to be able to leave someone there... but I'll be waiting to see what choice Lainey makes.

    - VT

  7. So my first thought was "oh no, he said the wrong name" when I saw those first few pics.....I hope I'm wrong, smh. I knew this would be hard for her. It's hard letting go, but looking into his eyes day after day, knowing that she was never his first choice, would be hard as well. I'm so conflicted! I want to know what happened, but I know it's going to break my heart, no matter how it ends :/

  8. Wow. I can't wait to see what happens! And I just have to say, what gorgeous wedding photos! They're absolutely stunning!

    Can't wait for the next update!

  9. VT, Lainey really wants to be with Verde, but she is having doubts about the effect on her dignity, thanks for reading

    Mizzgin, interesting that you say that, I think that Lainey feels the same way, no matter her choice it will break her heart, but which will break her heart the least.

    Simberry Fields, the background of the wedding location made for great photos, I had a lot of fun taking the pics, thanks for reading.

  10. I still don't know why Lainey went through with it. She seemed to be so full of doubts that it doesn't make sense.

    I'm pulling for her to find her happiness.

  11. Heredon Cove, Lainey struggles with the fear of being alone, so she sometimes does things that don't seem rational.


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